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I Choked, Bombed and Died... in that order.

I figured this was the best place to share my experience
whilst it's still raw.

Tonight I absolutely bombed. I mean, worse than anyone ever has,
any pro, amateur, anyone, any age in any country at any level.

Not even the material, but me myself, this wasn't a first time go
as my first 3 were small competitions I'd won and then got a
longer slot... But as my name was called out and I took the mic
my hands and arms went numb for some reason. The blood rushed to my head
and I simply froze in time. On stage, mic in hand, staring at the audience
like some strange out of body experience... My mind was completely blank. A total, lucid blackout. I tranced out. Gone was the imminent run up to an attack on mediocrity and instead, I became the very thing my set was about: Idiots/Banality.

...In one split second, the lights, the crowd and the ultimate ABSURDITY
in performing jokes on a stage hit me all at once. I had no voice, no poise,
no anything. I think I even turned to the mc and said "I can't do this" or words to that effect. :$

It was all an embarassing blur. (I don't think I cried for my mum)

After the event I felt so pissed off with letting myself down so badly (and the shame of it!!) and the crowd, who simply wanted to see a set. I think I got a couple of lines out through auto-response but I weren't even attached to my own voice, it was just madness! I did a few seconds more and then stopped again and said to the crowd "Seriously, I can't do this." They were nice and all "Go on, start again". I quite simply, died. I must've looked like a nutter!

Here I am offering people critiques and tips and slamming critizing famous stand ups and whatnot and I f**king choked! Badly! Who the f**k am I to advise anybody on anything, let alone insult Jack Whitehall or whoever??

The opportunity was wide open and I blew it. Never let myself down so badly, ever. This afternoon I watched 8mile (hence the sig) and the bit at the begining when eminem's on stage and he bottles it and goes and throws up? That is exactly what it was like.

Anyway, it's off my chest now. At least now I know my place and to keep my mouth buttoned if I can't back up my own talk with actions.

Nah happens to all of us.
I've gone from 10 minutes to 2 minutes.

You need the bad experiences to enjoy the good.

Cheers Fella, But to be brutally honest I'm an insult to the art.

I guess I talk a good game, but that is all.

F**king human chemistry!!

Just don't watch 8 Mile again before a gig!

Quote: Jack Daniels @ August 8 2011, 12:29 AM BST

Cheers Fella, But to be brutally honest I'm an insult to the art.

I guess I talk a good game, but that is all.

F**king human chemistry!!

Excessive modesty is the greatest arrogance.

My first gig I did pretty well, no nerves, remembered everything, was good. Second time, for no reason, was nervous, kept forgetting stuff, flailed about like a tit. Just happens. Practice and get better.

Quote: sootyj @ August 8 2011, 12:31 AM BST

Excessive modesty is the greatest arrogance.

Thanks for stopping by. Unimpressed

Everyone chokes some time. AT least you can safely say you've got the worst case scenario out of the way. Maybe you had just put too much pressure on yourself for this one.

Give it a day or two until you can look at it objectively and see if you can firgure out what went wrong. If it's simply a nervous/stress reaction then there are simple things you can do to combat it.

The fact that you've done well in small comps is proof alone that you're not totally useless. It's those who don't question and don't worry who really are.

I am utterly imodest and defacto entirely humble.

Quote: zooo @ August 8 2011, 12:30 AM BST

Just don't watch 8 Mile again before a gig!

That's what going through my mind when I was catching audience member's eyes
looking at me, in puzzled pity.

Soots;
Excessive modesty? I don't follow?

Saying you were an insult to the art,

pah I've been so unfunny I've killed 2 audience members with disapointment

Quote: Nat Wicks @ August 8 2011, 12:34 AM BST

AT least you can safely say you've got the worst case scenario out of the way. Maybe you had just put too much pressure on yourself for this one.

Yeah that's right on both points. Nothing could ever be worse than that. Nothing. Seriously Nat, I bombed hard, I cannot express that enough. Talk about hurtling back down to reality.

Quote: Jack Daniels @ August 8 2011, 12:39 AM BST

Yeah that's right on both points. Nothing could ever be worse than that. Nothing. Seriously Nat, I bombed hard, I cannot express that enough. Talk about hurtling back down to reality.

Nah, come on Jack you could have posted a sitcom in critique.

Quote: sootyj @ August 8 2011, 12:39 AM BST

Saying you were an insult to the art,

pah I've been so unfunny I've killed 2 audience members with disapointment

Ah, I see, I'd have preferred to have been booed off and chased out had I actually got any words out, then I could blame them, anyway, like Nat says, better to cool off for a couple of days then see if it's worth carrying on or diching it and sticking to being an internet forum critic :)

Quote: Marc P @ August 8 2011, 12:41 AM BST

Nah, come on Jack you could have posted a sitcom in critique.

Sick

Quote: Jack Daniels @ August 8 2011, 12:42 AM BST

Ah, I see, I'd have preferred to have been booed off and chased out had I actually got any words out, then I could blame them, anyway, like Nat says, better to cool off for a couple of days then see if it's worth carrying on or diching it and sticking to being an internet forum critic :)

Ah, just carry on; I'm sure you'll find many well known comics experienced similar when they were starting.

Get back on that stage you big girls blouse.

You have to try and kill the audience with your jokes.

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