Quote: Dolly Dagger @ November 9 2009, 4:17 PM GMTOkay I meant why don't people just make their own porn.
Fear that it could end up on the Internet. Last week I spent a few nights with a girl who wanted to film herself and I in bed. I refused. Just in case she decided to later share it with a friend, who might copy it and so on.
In addition to wanting film herself having sex, she also has rape fantasies. She had been a virgin when she got married at a young age. She said that after the first year of marriage, sex with her husband had become a joyless ritual. And in recent years, her husband had virtually ignored her sexually. She said she therefore fantasises about being raped, which I thought was a bit shocking. She stressed that it was merely fantasies, fueled by her considerable craving for sex. She also watches A LOT of porn.