Quote: EllieJP @ June 16 2009, 3:53 PM BSTI want to work behind the scenes in the stand up side of comedy. From touring, to getting DVDs out there. Artist Management would be great. I have the chance ahead of me at the moment... but it really depends on a lot of things. My drive, and ambition although positive, isn't enough to get me there at the moment due to the position being created for myself by the organisation.
Is the organisation controlling you or are you controlling it, in a career sense?
You are questioning your drive and ambition at the moment because of your job situation but is that a rather a convenient way to hold back? I don't know anything about you or your job so I can't really comment but I think it's a valid question. For all I know there are 100 vreasons why you can't move forward with this right now. However, if it is a sub-conscious act to avoid taking action it says to me that it might not necessarily be quite what you want. Not far off perhaps but not exactly your dream position.
There is a tipping point with doing anything in life whether it's to do with relationships, career, health, money etc. If you put off sorting out an issue there will come a point where the pain of NOT doing it is worse than if you do. No-one can hide forever.
I'm in no position to preach but if you really want to do something you have to take some form of action now towards that goal. If you decide once and for all that that is what you want to do, what can you do this moment to move you closer to the end result. Is it a phone call? An email? A few scribbled notes? Never leave the scene of a decision without taking action.
Whatever you decide to do, give it your best shot.