Rustle T Davis
Sunday 22nd July 2007 3:28pm [Edited]
la la land
237 posts
I have to admit I'm writing for success. I'm already an entertainment journalist, so does that mean writing is my forte? Most of the time I hate the writing proccess, but like others, I feel compelled to write, and have done so for many years. I wrote my first screenplay when I was 13. At the time it was just a fun thing to do, but now I crave the success and I don't intend on giving up until I get it - however long it takes.
The biggest problem for me is my lack of confidence, and it's only being told by certain people that I definitely "have the ability" that I've managed to keep going.
Is anyone else on the same rollercoaster me?
I think I can write comedy ...I don't think I can write comedy ... I'm feeling really confident ... I'm feeling totally unconfident ... I'm sure I'm improving ... I'm sure I'm shite ... something good's going to happen ... nothing good's EVER going to happen ...I'm going to be a success ... I'm going to be a failure.
I feel sick, but I still don't want to get off this ride.
I sometimes think things would be a whole lot easier with a writing partner. It must be great to be able to sit down together and make each other laugh. At least that way you know you've got something. Anyone who's in a partnership want to dispel that myth?