Okay this is not aimed at anyone here, I just need to rant somewhere safe. I'm not usually a heartless cow but I am not exactly having a good time myself and there are some people who are making it worse. I apologise in advance for this rather rude and mean rant but as you read, you may see why I feel such a need to vent.
I am stick to death dealing with everyone elses paranoia. I know the fact that someone with BDD talking about paranoia is so pot calling kettle black, it splits time and space but a) my excuse is an actual condition I cannot control and b) I am, and I'm gonna say it, FUCKED OFF TOTALLY. Why do people think it's all about them? I haven't called them in a week, I must hate them. I get on well with their best friend or boyfriend, I must be after them. I speak to other people, I must be bored of them personally. I am having a bad episode and can't face going out, I am making it up to avoid being seen with them. My msn is playing up, it's an excuse to avoid them. GROW UP! Just so I am clear, I am no ones sole property or out to get anyone and it is my pet peeve to be treated like it. I hate paranoia, it drives me insane. Believe it or not I actually have my own issues, innocent reasons behind things, and my own life! Get one. It will mean you leave me alone you selfish self absorbed idiots. Swap lives with someone who is REALLY suffering with ill health, no job, homeless, living with violence or torture, etc then complain how bad your life is cause you've had no emails today.
Sorry if this came across as mean. Put it down to Roo rage. Even Snowdrops lose it on the odd ocassion (This will shock Aaron to the core). I need a cookie. 
SOMEONE HUG ME!!! 
