Hello all,
I wanted to tell the truth about myself and my past on the site
I think you know who I am, you know I'm not Tony. I was David Smith. and all of the other alter egos. My real name is Kallum Edwards and I am 19 years old currently living in Yorkshire
I'm going to say I am sorry for the mess I caused for everyone in the last few years. I'm deeply ashamed of what I caused and I feel terrible for what I did. I hurt everyone's feelings on the site. I didn't mean to, but I know you won't believe me for what I'm going to say.
I have autism and special needs. I find it really difficult to talk to people. I do love sitcoms, I do. But when I was younger, I was going through some tough times in life and on the web. I was getting bullied a lot and people started taking the mickey out of my family and myself. I was hugely upset, and I didn't have anyone to talk to or have any confidence. I know it's not an excuse, for my behaviour, that I've caused on the community, and I do deeply apologise. Because I struggle to talk to people and want to join in a community, I tried here, and I did make up lies about myself, I know. I'm hugely ashamed of it and disappointed in myself. There was no need for my behaviour on the forum. I should of been my normal self, but life was tough, and I tried to act like a jerk to other people, when they didn't deserve it. I took things too seriously, and I do apologise for that. I've lightened up since then and I feel better.
I came back recently to the site, because I've matured, and I feel like I don't belong here, due to my idiotic behaviour from the past. But I like it here, all of my posts have been of value and added some great discussion. I haven't been a jerk like I've been in the past.
I'm sorry again for my behaviour in the past, and I do understand if you don't forgive me because I was probably the worst member we've had on the site, and I want to be a part of the site. Ever since the bullying stopped life has opened up for me, it's made me a better person, and has told me to reveal the truth about myself. It's about time I opened up about myself on the site, and tell you why I was a jerk to the community. I do apologise again for it and I am deeply ashamed. I am so sorry for everything that's happened in the past. I just want to start fresh in the community and just be normal, not to try and act like a jerk, and do what I've been doing lately is having active discussions. What do you think of my recent activity on the forum?
Once again, I do understand if you don't forgive me. I just wanted to apologise for my behaviour and give you an explanation of why I was a jerk to you guys. It was no excuse at all, and I hope I can be a decent member of the site, for the next years to come.
Thank you.
Kallum.
