Searching through an old Hard drive on my computer I found an Outlook Email account link.
I clicked on it and it opened BT Internet email account that I have not used for 15 years.
I have not been with them for that time but they obviously never cancelled it.
It took 15 minutes to download thousands of emails - every one of them spam or weekly flyers.
Except one; A friend I had lost touch with telling me he had been diagnosed with MS and when the time comes, he will go to Dignitas.
I cried my eyes out.
Two years ago, I read in the paper - he had gone to dignitas.
I had never read it before and it shook me to my boots.