danphobic
Wednesday 11th June 2014 10:47pm
london
224 posts
I often get bouts of depression that can last months. People often think it's all feeling down and being miserable. But the only way I can describe it is not feeling anything at all. Total lack of any emotional drive whatsoever and in those times I can't write anything at all. In fact during those times, I will literally speak to as few people as possible, even if it means not speaking to anyone properly for days. I can't create anything because there is just no drive to do it. In fact I did write something recently during a bout. It was a very lengthy novel chapter, chronicling my protagonists paranoid, hungover, drug addled, walk of shame through a sunny daytime highstreet and the eventual joy of being rescued by a blackcab driver. Other than that, I could def not write any jokes in that state, no way.